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Thursday, July 3, 2008

feeling like a monday, but someday i'll be saturday night

this song is on my playlist, but i wanted you my loyal readers to know why. this song describes how i felt about my father. they when i did meet him i was thrilled. then a year ago he broke my heart, and i'm back to this song. sorry nothing too upbeat today, it's a tough day for me.



What I'd Say
Earl Thomas Conley

Talkin to the mirror
whisperin your name
just like you were here, you'd think i was insane
I hold these conversations in the silence of my room
rehearsing all the things id say should i run into you

hows it going might be what id say
you broke my heart you know
or it looks like rain today
or maybe god i missed you since you went away
your lookin well
or go to hell might be what id say

theres times i feel so angry id put my fist right through the wall
then theres times i've come so close to giving you a call
i love you and i hate you all at the same time
i pray that you'll come back to me before i lose my mind


hows it going might be what id say
you broke my heart you know
or it looks like rain today
or maybe god i missed you since you went away
your lookin well
or go to hell might be what id say

Guess you'll have to wait until that day
to find out what i'd say

God i missed you since you went away
your looking well
or go to hell
might be what id say

3 comments:

RamFam said...

I love you. I'll always be here (and there when you need it.) :)

Adrienne said...

I can't imagine your pain. I'll pray that somehow it will be eased and you will find peace.

Pattylicious said...

That is a really good song to describe it all. I am so sorry that he will not have the relationship with you that you deserve. I love you. I will share my Daddy with you.